Wednesday 11 January 2012

Starting the year with a BANG!!

Wow, January.....quieten down please you're a little too rowdy for the first month of the year for my liking thank you!

I wasn't quite sure what 2012 was going to hold in store for me but I sure as hell wasn't expecting things to happen as quickly as the first month, whats that all about. Anyone who knows me knows that I hate change even when its good, I don't like feeling unsettled and absolutely hate not knowing whats happening.

Most of it is personal stuff, its not life threatening and its not sad, but its still BIG. I'm going to keep most of it to myself (if that's OK with you) and will do the very best I can to keep business going as usual. I've had a week where I feel like someone has tipped me upside down and emptied all of my contents onto the floor and I'm trying to put them back in there one by one, whilst having one hand tied behind my back and running backwards on a treadmill. Interesting hey?

I know one thing for sure, I'm going to embrace it and see what happens, I'm a firm believer in 'what will be will be' and that 'all things happen for a reason'. I don't really want to spend time and energy stressing about any of the detail I'd rather focus on the good points. Does that make sense?

Its always good to re-evaluate life and where you're headed right? This is the next chapter and who knows where it will take me from here. I'm secretly hoping somewhere really good :D I have lots of support around me and I think that's all I need.

So I say to you January, you may hold my 32nd birthday in your hands but I'm well and truly ready for it and any other sticks you'd like to jam in my bicycle wheels!! Oh yes I am ready!!

10 comments:

  1. I feel your pain Hun, but it will all come good in the end. Stay positive & cheerful and you'll be fine xxxxx

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  2. heehee, luckily time flies and jan will be outta here before you know it.
    Keep on trudging and happy jan birthday! I am on the 25th :)

    Stay positive, feb is around the corner! :)

    Des.

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  3. sending you a hug and hoping things soon feel better for you x

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  4. oh bless a little worried now. Sending you big virtual hugs from Cornwall!!
    Clare
    D.C.

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  5. HOPING ALL IS WELL CHUCK, A GOOD MANTRA I FIND IS 'I AM SAFE IT'S ONLY CHANGE' X

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  6. Oh dear did my post sound that disheartening. Wanted to reassure you all really I'm fine. Thanks for all checking on me & just for the record Jo ;) I'm not having a baby :D xx

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  7. What a positive outlook you have Emma I wish I could borrow it! I hope the changes turn out to be wonderful
    x

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  8. I am the same and hate change but it always works out for the better. Hold on and enjoy the ride xxxx

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  9. It certainly sounds like you have lots of exciting things in store for 2012. I hope you get everything you could possibly wish for, because my dear, you certainly deserve to. Sending you lots of birthday hugs xx

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